總算解開了一些疑惑
總算講出了一些想講的說話
總算釋放了一些抑鬱的感覺
或許我一直需要的, 就是轉變的理由, 轉變的決心, 轉變的時候, 轉變的行動, 加上一個小小的藉口.
最後, 我感到安心.

Some doubts are solved.
Some ideas are told.
Released from depressed feelings.
Perhaps what I need are just a reason, a decision, the time and actions of conversion, plus a minor excuse.
I felt relieved at last.