小時候, 我家中養有一隻唐貓, 毛色白黃棕, 最普通的虎紋貓.
平時是在廚房裏吃喝, 無事便在廳裏的地上坐著或睡著. 養到很大. 後來我不知道是甚麼原因, 此貓不再存在於家中, 記憶中媽好像是說送走了, 但現在回想卻很不對頭, 一隻養了那麼多年, 又老又髒的貓, 可以送給甚麼人? 分明是兇多吉少, 但大人就沒有告訴我.
無論如何, 老貓不見了一段時間後, 有一天, 家中突然來了一隻與老貓毛色相仿的小貓. 我大發熱心, 向媽嚷著撫養小貓, 但媽不喜歡, 所以最後放走了小貓. 我知道小貓要被逼放棄, 加上懷念老貓之情油然而生, 心中一痛, 就哭了整整一天.
我特別喜歡貓. 也許是源於對老貓無聲無息的相處年日而來的懷念, 對小貓那種孤苦無依的憐憫.
喜歡貓那種個性, 牠總是有自己的喜好, 自己的想法, 需要一個自己的空間, 但卻總有一個自己無聲無息地想依戀著的人.
從前很愛看加菲貓漫畫, 小時也會買hello kitty的玩具. 但人大了, 發現自己真正喜歡的, 並非加菲貓或hello kitty, 而是真正的貓貓.
有位朋友很喜歡把他中的貓貓相片給我看, 我每次看見都興奮莫名. 我還特地到他家中, 去探望貓貓們. 不過貓貓怕陌生人, 我只好多到他家幾次, 以便和那些貓貓打交道.
我也有想過自己養貓, 不過媽媽不喜歡, 在家中沒可能養貓. 後來在香港工作, 有個自己的空間, 但我每星期回澳門家一次, 一星期總有幾天不在家, 若我養貓倒是會變成虐貓了. 我愛貓貓, 但我更不忍冷待了貓貓, 寧可忍受我對貓貓的單戀之苦了.
There was a cat in my home when I was very young. She got white yellow and brown stripes.
She usually dined in kitchen and sat or slept on the floor in the living room. She was fed until very big. I don’t know the reason why she disappeared from my eyes. Mom only told me that the cat was sent away. She’s too old and dirty to be given to others. I don’t think she’s so lucky, but my parents didn’t talk about that.
BTW, I saw a kitten which is quite similar to old cat. I wanted to raise the kitten but mom refused. The kitten was sent away. I learned that kitten was forced to be given up, and I miss the old cat. I felt painful in my heart and I cried for a whole day.
I like cats so much. I miss my old cat, I miss the days I were together in silence. My compassion to the lonely kitten. I think my love to cats is from these.
We always get used to something which is exist, and repent when we lose.
I’m interested in cats. They always have their mind and wants, and always need to have a room. However, they always attach to a certain person in their deep heart.
I love to read Garfield and play hello kitty toys. However, I discovered what I love are real cats, but not Garfield or hello kitty.
One of my friend always let me see photos of his cats. I was excited every time I saw them. I even went to his home to see his cats. But his cats have a great fear of strangers. I had to go to his home for several times in order to get more familiar with his cats.
I did think about raise a cat but mom doesn’t like. It’s impossible to raise a cat at in my family. When I worked in HK, I got a living room for myself but I can’t stay at home everyday as I had to get back to macau home every weekend. I don’t want to be cruel to cats because of raising a cat.
I love cat, but I can’t accept to snub a cat. I would rather miss cats.